Seriously, i've given up everything.. Too many things are in my head and i don't which to think first.. Today i was so pissed of.. I cant take this burden anymore.. Is just making me go crazy.. Project work, evrything me only have to do and now, i'm in the fashion design team and i don't know why!! i've been enduring all these while but i just could not take it anymore.. And now, came in her!! What's wrong with her lah.. Why is she like so angry with me?? like __________. What more those these poeple want from me sia.. Tak boleh tgk org bahagia ke pe?! ______.

Today, np is kinda ok.. had promotion test and i was promoted.. Ehem 'Sargeant' hehe.. well, seriously i don't know how come i got the rank coz i failed my thoery paper.. hehe.. susah ok!! had parade rehersal.. omg!! it was like so pnat.. diri under the ho sun can kills me by blackened me up... ooopps.. well, today sir hong yi was kinda baik juga.. Happy mood i guess.. dapat kiss dari gf ke? haha.. kk... To a friend of mine, jgn risau k. semua kejadian ada hikmah disebaliknya.. don't worry lah dear.. is not the end of the world .. perhaps you can even do better and show that you can be better then what you are know.. don't worry, believe you can and it will comfirm mean that you can make it.. betul kate org, susah sekarang, senang kemudian.. take like me, my 2.4km runn, all about mental, tat's what you say to me before the run starts.. and i did it.. so now, i'm giving those words back to you now.. Is all mental. think that you can do it and i'm sure you will do it!! i Know that.. so, promise me that you will strive hard and show poeple around u that u are better ok syg.. remember that i will always support u from behind and will always give my encouragement!! i promise you that.. Jgn putus asa ok dear.. always think positively..

that's it for today...

no more mood..

i really want to throw all my stress to

someone..

i need counselling!!!

Ya Allah!! Tolonglah aku....