Seriously, i don't know what is wrong with her.. Is like everything i do, pada mata dier smue nye salah.. knape sey? i thought that u are a friend that will appreciate me forever and NOT when u are in need only.. i'm so dissapointed with u.. after so long knowing u, now then u start showing me ur true colours.. ye lah, aku nie sape kan.. status aku ngn kau kan lain.. biase lah, aku maner lah ade gang2 di luar sana.. aku kan kental... this few days, telling u guys, i'm not feeling myself.. sometimes, i don't really know who am i actually.. i feel that i'm loss in a jungle finding a way out.. too many things are in my head already.. And now, more coming to stress me up!! Look here, i'm not a doll... i have feelings.. tahap kesabaran aku dah habis.. dah lame habis... kau bernasib baik.. kalau tidak dah lame comfirm aku sound kau!!! :(
Pompan, wake up..
i'm not the Farzanah that u think.. Yang senang2 kau boleh buli, irritate, dan buang perasaan benci,dengki,marah,bad mood and so on..
Tidak!! Farzanah itu dah lame hilang.. Nie Farzanah baru.. dan Farzanah ini hanya buat apa yg perlu sahaja.. sekiranya dier berubah, tlg jgn salah kan dirinya.. sebelum tembak, pergi cari bukti dahulu!!!
Also, if u not happy when i'm always with her, then that's ur problem... look, suka hati aku lah dgn sape aku nak bergaul termasuk dier.. tak salah apa kalau aku rapat ngn dier.. aku tak mati.. so far, i think dier lebih memahami keadaan aku so tak payah kau nak jealous.. also, get this in ur brain that I'M NOT LESBIAN!!! tak semestinya aku rapat ngn dier then aku les..
Just whatever lah ehk... jgn nak step gangster lah kat sini...
Well, memang betul, true friends are really hard to find!!
hoping that Allah will help me go through all this..
Omg, i need a break!!!