I watched him coming towards me and said those meaningful words. Only then I realized it was just a Dream
NYAA Bronze on Tuesday, April 29, 2008
The day i've been waiting for has finally arrive!! Yeah, my NYAA BRONZE (: I feel as if i'm the QUEEN of the world!! Haha.. wth?!
Okey, i went out from art class early and rush to foyer and went to singapore poly to take my award.. i was nervous but at the same time excited.. seriously, i can't believe it.. Then, in the bus, talked to cikgu marina, nadhirah and nuriati.. we talked alot alot of stuff and i guess watever cikgu marina nasihat kan, semua nye ade hikmah nye!! chey !! okey.. reach there, sign up everything and went inside.. inside the hall.. waited along time, and me and nabilla went to the toilet. i was so excited wear my tie and confidently went back to the hall.. reach hall, we make alot of noise then the programme starts.. i was so shocked as i lost my specs.. i look eveywhere and can't find it.. i was shocked and on that spot i piss off and i blame myself totally.. i'm angry and to cover it up, i put on a fake act.. i can't believe it lah.. then, went up the stage and took my prize and bla bla.. vivian had the honour to have a speech.. very lucky gerl.. then, we had our tea time and ate.. then, took pictures and went back to school for dismissal.. i was happy at the same time, sad. very very sad.. i was happy because i got the award but i was sad as i lost my one and only spec.. seriously, i adore that wonderful spec!! it was from my mom and i lost it.. Spec, where ever u are, i love you :'( Seriously, is really really precious... only if u had lost something precious, u will know how i felt..
those who found it, kindly return please eventhough u're from SP.. please!!
study or .... on Sunday, April 27, 2008
Well, went study.. at airport..
okey, well, i think we talk more then we study..
well, is for sure!! (:
Idiots !! on Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Well, alot of things has happen today. i'm bored so decided to blog.. Well, just went to study with my friend.. Okey we talked more then we study.. Hehe Perhaps that's normal.. (: Okey, seriously whatever you guys told me just now, i agree so so much!! They are just simply being retard.. Who they think they are?? Some kind of bitches! Going around telling other people stupid made up stories? F*** off Grandmas!!! I'm tired of u guys now!! U guys irritatingness are becoming worst!! I'm kinda worried as i'm scared if i accidentally let it out! Please change for the better before more people hate u girls.. Also, stop talking behind me coz there'e no point as in the end, i will still noe about it asses!!! Bullshit ! (:
Btw, i Miss you Nabilla (:
Happy Birthday!! (: on
Happy Birthday MOM and DAD !! Ily u guys many2 (:
The videos on Saturday, April 19, 2008
Okey.. this are the videos as i promise to upload it.. Enjoy watching!!
They all are my models okey.. hehe.
except the boys.. btw, the're hot!!
okey, my next aim is staff sargeant, CCA award and ehem2!! I really wish miracle could happen. seriously, i want it :) blink2
upcoming events on
Dragon boating competition Speechday cum learningfiesta
Going to happen: MID-YEAR EXMINATIONS !! -280408 English language -020508 Malay language -050508 Social studies -060508 Mathematics -070508 Science (chem/phy) Malay languauge (listening) -080508 Goegraphy -090508 Relax day -120508 Relax day -130508 Art
Omg.. I realy really need to study and concentrate on my mid year exam !!!
Speech Day cum' Learning Fiesta. on
Okey, today is the 28th Speech Day cum' Learning Fiesta.. I'm proud to tell that i'm in the parade!! Yeah!! Is not that easy okey to be chosen. Okey, also congrats to Farhana as she has achieve her dream as she was the back i'c just now.. Okey.. after the parade, we went up to the gallery to cheer for our seniors who going to receive award and to our sir and maam too.. It was really amazing..
Then, the Speech Day has ended and now starts the Learning Fiesta.. Okey, it was a total choas..
I was happy as my models were great.. i took videos of them and will upload it when it is ready okey guys
After that, when put with my friends to eat at kfc.. Okey, we were so noisy.. Many eyes were at us but we acted as per normal.. Till here i guess.. and now i'm sick :(
Videos, till the next entry
Dragon Boating !!! (: on Tuesday, April 15, 2008
Hello viewers!! Okey, today is so called my best day..
Guess wat, i went for dragon boating.. This is only specially offered for the 'EXCO'S MEMBERS'. So, sorry if u are not invited!! heheh (:
Okey, went for the training.. It was really fun as i and farhana was sitting the most front seat.. And we were like the instructor pets.. Hehehe..
Hmmm.. We did peddle for about five minutes, CONTINOUSLY,,
and my tgn and the other few gerls tangan are lenguh!! I and farhana keep laughing in the boat itself and we ourselve don't know why.. So, we just laugh..
After a few minutes in the boat, is the guys turn but unfortunately there is raining warning therefore their practice was being postpone for a few minutes.. So while waiting, i decide to take picture and called the rest to take with me.. It was so funny yet fun!! But TOO NOISY!! :)
Then, after every shot, i will shout a command which is:
Farzanah: Okey. next pose !! :)
Hehehe..
Everybody will then start changing their pose and do many kind of stupid stuff but it still cool!!
Well, after so long waiting, it came the boys turn to go for a ride in the boat.. So, the girls have their break and we were like so shock sendiri.. Opps...
Then, i don't know why, the boys didn't have the chance to get a ride then we went back home..
All of them were in bad bad bad mood.. i was kind of sad too.. But what to do?! Hmm...
After we reached school, farhana and nuriati and me when to take a bath, cowboy bath,
then went back home.. Then, i and farhana went back together and went to eat behind our house, the coffe shop..
And back home, here me updating my blog.
Till here i guess.. till the next entry :)
psst: i'll try to get the photos i took with my members.. And, i'll upload too :)
Ahhhh.. on Friday, April 11, 2008
Seriously, i've given up everything.. Too many things are in my head and i don't which to think first.. Today i was so pissed of.. I cant take this burden anymore.. Is just making me go crazy.. Project work, evrything me only have to do and now, i'm in the fashion design team and i don't know why!! i've been enduring all these while but i just could not take it anymore.. And now, came in her!! What's wrong with her lah.. Why is she like so angry with me?? like __________. What more those these poeple want from me sia.. Tak boleh tgk org bahagia ke pe?! ______.
Today, np is kinda ok.. had promotion test and i was promoted.. Ehem 'Sargeant' hehe.. well, seriously i don't know how come i got the rank coz i failed my thoery paper.. hehe.. susah ok!! had parade rehersal.. omg!! it was like so pnat.. diri under the ho sun can kills me by blackened me up... ooopps.. well, today sir hong yi was kinda baik juga.. Happy mood i guess.. dapat kiss dari gf ke? haha.. kk... To a friend of mine, jgn risau k. semua kejadian ada hikmah disebaliknya.. don't worry lah dear.. is not the end of the world .. perhaps you can even do better and show that you can be better then what you are know.. don't worry, believe you can and it will comfirm mean that you can make it.. betul kate org, susah sekarang, senang kemudian.. take like me, my 2.4km runn, all about mental, tat's what you say to me before the run starts.. and i did it.. so now, i'm giving those words back to you now.. Is all mental. think that you can do it and i'm sure you will do it!! i Know that.. so, promise me that you will strive hard and show poeple around u that u are better ok syg.. remember that i will always support u from behind and will always give my encouragement!! i promise you that.. Jgn putus asa ok dear.. always think positively..
that's it for today...
no more mood..
i really want to throw all my stress to
someone..
i need counselling!!!
Ya Allah!! Tolonglah aku....
Fashion Design on
Ok, today supposingly going for mass run but eventually, tak jadi coz mrs jonoh suruh buat baju for the fashion design on the learning fiesta.. when my name is called too, i was so shocked kerana tak sangka.. so, when into the art room and started doing our baju baju..
mrs jonoh did lecture us bout our class but we didn't really care much.. well, this are few that can be explain on what we did at the art room itself..
so, enjoy those pictures that are upload by me (:
Lyrics on Saturday, April 5, 2008
aku wanita yang punya cinta di hati Dan dirimu dan dirinya dalam hidupku Mengapa terlambat cintamu telah termiliki Sedang diriku dengan dia tak begitu cinta
Mengapa yang lain bisa Mendua dengan mudahnya Namun kita terbelenggu Dalam ikatan tanpa cinta
Atas nama cinta Hati ini tak mungkin terbagi Sampai nanti bila aku mati Cinta ini hanya untuk engkau Atas nama cinta kurelakan jalanku merana Asal engkau akhirnya denganku Kubersumpah atas nama cinta
Mengapa yang lain bisa Mendua dengan mudahnya Namun kita terbelenggu Dalam ikatan tanpa cinta
Atas nama cinta Hati ini tak mungkin terbagi Sampai nanti bila aku mati Cinta ini hanya untuk engkau Atas nama cinta kurelakan jalanku merana Asal engkau akhirnya denganku Kubersumpah atas nama cinta
(:
Asses.... on Friday, April 4, 2008
Seriously, i don't know what is wrong with her.. Is like everything i do, pada mata dier smue nye salah.. knape sey? i thought that u are a friend that will appreciate me forever and NOT when u are in need only.. i'm so dissapointed with u.. after so long knowing u, now then u start showing me ur true colours.. ye lah, aku nie sape kan.. status aku ngn kau kan lain.. biase lah, aku maner lah ade gang2 di luar sana.. aku kan kental... this few days, telling u guys, i'm not feeling myself.. sometimes, i don't really know who am i actually.. i feel that i'm loss in a jungle finding a way out.. too many things are in my head already.. And now, more coming to stress me up!! Look here, i'm not a doll... i have feelings.. tahap kesabaran aku dah habis.. dah lame habis... kau bernasib baik.. kalau tidak dah lame comfirm aku sound kau!!! :(
Pompan, wake up..
i'm not the Farzanah that u think.. Yang senang2 kau boleh buli, irritate, dan buang perasaan benci,dengki,marah,bad mood and so on..
Tidak!! Farzanah itu dah lame hilang.. Nie Farzanah baru.. dan Farzanah ini hanya buat apa yg perlu sahaja.. sekiranya dier berubah, tlg jgn salah kan dirinya.. sebelum tembak, pergi cari bukti dahulu!!!
Also, if u not happy when i'm always with her, then that's ur problem... look, suka hati aku lah dgn sape aku nak bergaul termasuk dier.. tak salah apa kalau aku rapat ngn dier.. aku tak mati.. so far, i think dier lebih memahami keadaan aku so tak payah kau nak jealous.. also, get this in ur brain that I'M NOT LESBIAN!!! tak semestinya aku rapat ngn dier then aku les..
Just whatever lah ehk... jgn nak step gangster lah kat sini...
Well, memang betul, true friends are really hard to find!!
hoping that Allah will help me go through all this..
Omg, i need a break!!!
on Thursday, April 3, 2008
Ok,today when back with ros,nuriati and nadirah..
it was really fun...
otw going back, i saw nadhirah and vivian..
they were waiting for syahirah..
so while they were waiting, we teman them...
and this is wat happened:
Farzanah: Vivian, wanna change bagde for a while like the last time? Vivian: Serious? Ok, ok.. Farzanah: Serious? Yeah!! Nuriati: I want also ... Nadhirah: Nah, kau ambil aku nye.. hehehe We changed the badge and was so happy.. we took pictures of it!! Is like WOW!!! I really enjoyed being vice-head prefect for five minutes!! thanx vivian.. love you (:
Bio
farzannah
sixteen. 28/06/1993
farzanah_8@hotmail.com
Bedok south secondary school
The day i've been waiting for has finally arrive!!
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