Okay, come friday again..
Was so down the whole day.
i do not know why.. It feels that something is wrong.
I don't understand either...
It sucks! :(

Come training. Everything changed.
bit by bit... testing each and everyone's patience.
WHY? Why must it be that way? Why must it be on us?
What's with that?
NOR FAIR OK!
A t 1 moment, i felt like giving up. I feel that there's no
point putting more hardwork in it. It won't bring
me any good. No one recognise it!
I feel very pressured! Why?
Things is so different. So much of putting the best that i could.
Why? SSGT. I DON'T MIND LOSSING IT. It won't bring any happiness
to me. WHY?
Someone explain to me.
broke down twice. I guess, i'm not the strong Farzanah anymore.

I'm tired of all this. TIRED!

SSGT Test: i won't regret not having u on my shoulders.
So much for tommorrow.....



Till that day, i'll smile widely

lovesss